My internet had been down for days, and the first thing I did when it came back? I reactivated my OKCupid profile.  :/

After I edited the photos and profile to be more realistic, I’m surprised by how many messages I got in just a day, and most of them actually seem to have tried to start a conversation, not just send something clichéd. Which of course made me step away from the computer and consider deactivating my profile again. 😛

The idea of meeting new people makes me really anxious and I’m not sure I’m ready to take the pressure of going on a first date.  But the idea of having someone to go out to dinner with and to cuddle with and to have sex with sounds appealing. I don’t quite want a… boyfriend or anything, but I would like someone who is going to stay for a few minutes and cuddle rather than rush out the door.

Addendum: literally never logged back on to OKC after this post.