…When you are meditating and working on knots deep in your body and feel the eeriest feeling of something slithering away inside you. I’m going to tell myself that’s chi moving and not some kind of parasite.
…When you are meditating and working on knots deep in your body and feel the eeriest feeling of something slithering away inside you. I’m going to tell myself that’s chi moving and not some kind of parasite.
This is so freaking cool… I’ve gotten to the point where when I close my eyes, after a couple of seconds, I can see my energy/aura/chakras clearly enough to understand where there are problems on my physical body – for example, an area that looks grayish or brownish (or even the occasional spot of black), a spot that looks pinched or twisted, or clogging up against the flow of the rest. Then it can be used as a chart to find a corresponding spot on my body, that when giving the spot a few seconds of myofascial release technique, releases in a way that feels not unlike the joy of unbuttoning your pants after a holiday meal. Works 100% of the time.
Once the really obvious stuff is cleared in a spot, I can see more imperfections, and those tend to be deep in the body, so for those I just touch the spot and focus on releasing it. Those ones can hurt quite a bit – but just for a moment – and afterwards my whole body seems to settle differently. It’s helping so so much with the [sic]mental stuff [wow that was Freudian. I typed medical but got autocorrected. Fair enough Apple, it’s true a lot if my medical stuff is from stress, anxiety, grief, and other stuff that has been going on].
I want to try it on other people soon – right now I have no idea whether it only works on myself or if I could learn to do it for other people, which would be wonderful.
Ugh I think the multiple steroids are making me hallucinate, or at least see the… things… I normally feel around my bedroom at night but don’t quite see. I want an exorcism.
It’s a good thing I’m allergic to cats, because otherwise, I wouldn’t even bother with humans.
Maybe not this mildly creepy psychopomp cat though
I invariably end up being the person my coworkers come to to vent their frustration with work projects and people, and I’m actually pretty good at giving the pep talks and advice. If only I could learn to do that without leaving the conversation more stressed than they are. :/
#empathproblems
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