tfw people keep telling you there is repressed anger inside of you, and you’re like “okay, but I can’t seem to make myself feel anger?” but they are really insistent, so you meditate on “anger” and eventually realize you need to be more precise about naming your feelings, so you set aside time to work on feeling more nuanced feelings, resentment, frustration, self-pity, defiance, and come to fury…

furious

… and feel what decades of pent up fury feels like, and can only think, this is how superheroes and villains are created, and have to focus on grounding out the enormous amount of power that resonates with that because it didn’t feel so great.

think i’ll have to put a stopper in that emotion for now.